You heal my wounds and kiss my scars.... -Waterdeep

I don’t think I have ever been so grateful for my faith in Jesus or for the good Christian friends He has given me than in the last few days- and weeks. Life has been so incredibly hectic for me these past few weeks with teaching piano, trying to graduate, trying (desperately) to pass my stats class, get settled at App (i.e. pack, fill out necessary paperwork,etc.), work, work ,work and (the hardest) doing my best not to offend people because I can’t spend as much time as they would like with them. My family has been putting so much stress on me to spend more time with them because I leave in like a month and a half, but I can’t spend any more time with them than what I already am. I can’t cut myself up into a million pieces. If I knew college was going to be this much of a struggle- I wouldn’t have gone. I feel like going to sleep and not waking up until all this is over with, but I can’t. I gotta keep going, keep moving on. I hate to leave my family and friends on such bad terms, and have everyone upset with me, but I am trying my absolute hardest to make everyone happy, and I don’t think it is possible. Life really stinks sometimes, you know? But again, the only thing I can rely on is Jesus Christ. He is the only thing preventing me from jumping off a cliff right now :) Jesus, help me make it through!