News

Today I got news. Not bad news. Not necessarily good. It was just…surprising. So surprising it felt like a ton of bricks hit me in the stomach.


I was completely blindsided.

I can’t breathe. My stomach hurts. I might throw up.


I am completely confused with the mix of emotions I am feeling at this moment. I am angry. I am joyous. I am mourning.


I trust God’s good providence, knowing that it is for my good and His glory.